Self-Indulgent, natty, gastronomy. My Big Cock.

Monday July 21, 2.44 am; it fucking sucks, asking for help with getting rid of things that aren’t supposed to be there, only to get even more of it. Especially when It’s so evident… 4.28 pm; brain not working. Sober, but feels like I’m hungover: Ā I’m sick, can’t concentrate, keep seeing lights / images. Trying to study for school…

Saturday July 12, 2.25 pm; wi-fi network…lopez_13, century link, and wififorsu…

Friday July 11, 5.50 pm; diarrhea and dry heaves…fumes and lights. Ugly looks from neighbors; interrupted dreams and voices. Headaches.

Thursday July 10, 11.27 pm; fucked up.

*side note* found a box not belonging to anybody in the house. One day it had plastic candy canes, the next a picture frame (a man and his two kids), time crisis the ps2 game (shooter), a weed bag (it had tar in it) filled with shaved down bullets, and a lock with a key…wtf?

Wednesday July 9, 3.09 pm; last night, chased out of house by my neighbors. Very pissed off…just frustrated, angry, confused, scatterbrain. I thought my appointment today was tomorrow, and so on…This morning’s been the same; I even had a messed up dream about “Snowballz” the clown…

Tuesday July 8, 3.31pm; thank you for fly bys. Air quality got 10x better. Still lights and stuff, though. Thank you.

Monday July 7, 5.48 pm; every time I work-out, person(s) are trying to hurt me. They’ve gone as far as tearing my left knee ligament, and both meniscus’. Especially when I lift weights, the air starts pressurizing, gas seeps in, and somebody with an industrialized fan / air conditioner starts messing with my body movement…It’s getting very old.